Forget to remember

What have I done?
Where have I come from?
When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass
Did I seal the loss that’s become me?
Feeling undone
What have I become?
When I turned my back on you I turned my back on myself
And became this machine
Thoughtlessness, selfishness, hopelessness, arrogant

I feel it on the inside (inside)
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside (Inside)
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Shadows in the sun
Filter through us
Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child confession rejected
We grow up
To give up
People step on the cracks for wounds owed paid back
Through the words of surrender
Emptiness, loneliness, listlessness, worthless

I feel it on the inside (Inside)
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside (Inside)
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Oh can you save me from myself? (Myself)
From these memories?
Oh can you save me from myself? (Myself)
From these memories?

Surrender
To the shadows
Haunting inside
Bleed through you
Surrender to the secrets
Inside
Lies within you

I feel it on the inside (Inside)
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside (Inside)
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Can’t feel you on the inside (Inside)
Set down the bag and left it
Lost memory has left me
One again
Open up the inside (Inside)
Admission for the cleansing
Now that I’ve forgotten to remember
Surrender
To the shadows
Haunting inside
Bleed through you